Day 346

Day 346 Record Keeping
Day 315 Fixed Meditation
Day 261 Bodyweight Exercise (5 typewriter pushups)
Day 188 Writing (69 words)
Day 361 Eating = 75
Day 118 Work = 42
Great sleep, great wakeup.
Incredibly ego depleted. Feeling of the need to do so many things that I feel like drowning. Very depressed. A relatively small incident got me very down. Feeling that my project is breaking a part. Also have that feeling of panic - like I need to have had so many habits down years ago. This last one is especially familiar and dangerous, because in the past it had me chasing projects I couldn’t finish and abandoning others.